A year passed by, i never thought that my life would have a dramatic change in just a year. Yes i do get to set my feet in the architecture world but its not as easy as i thought it will be. passion alone is not enough. need to develop skills and other shits as well if i want to excel. My body is weaker than ever.  last year (before i get into sri iskandar) ive been diagnosed with scoliosys which explain alot about my really slow movement and reactions. And on last midsem break, while in my hometown, mom decided to take me to the doctor and see what the hell is wrong with my blood and ive been diagnosed with anemia. So yeah 2104 is not the highlight of my damn life but atleast i have some priceless memories of it. Anyhow im still breathing so its not so bad after all. Semester break will be in another two months and i probably gonna have a minor operation or something. I dont know yet. Let just see how thing goes after this. I do broke up with him and its probably for the best. I realized now that he just need me when hes bored. As usual im the one whos stupid enough to fall head over heel. Oh well, good old me never learn her lesson right? anyhow he belong in the past now and i should probably leave him there for good. 

Got some cool people around me. Shed six fucking kilograms and finally i feel like i can control my life and everything run smoothly just like i want it. Who cares if i dont have enough sleep. In ten years i probably wont even remember it. need to sacrifice some in order to archieve the life i want for my future.

My life is not going through the path that i dreamed, but its definitely leading somewhere. Lets just see how thing goes. Cheers.