I've come to a point in my life where I dont care about anything anymore. I dropped my phone in the shithole (literally) last week and I just like : why am I gonna do without all the music? I mean like the old me would be like all crazy and probably crying in the toilet thinking how can I get in contact with people. But right now I just dont give fuck anymore. the only person who contact me daily right now is just my mother and thats just because shes stuck with me for the rest of my life. during weekend, if I didnt go home, I just stay in my room and do nothing and just sleep. whats the point of my life here?